Since I'm feeling lonely i don't know who to turn to.. how can i fix this depression?

well you said its a small town, you must get out of the town, ride a bike or scooter to the next town and hang out with kids by a 7-11 or dunkin donuts, find one thats personality matches yours.....but what i really recommend is for you to join any out of town clubs, girl scouts, etc....you can make friends there.